i currently have sixteen books and access to the Internet yet still cant be bothered tonight? one night off is alright isn't it? well not really one night of this is the third! basically when i picked my son up from nursery today i stupidly left my phone there, which means no body can contact me so i have been scanning facebox all night waiting to hear from my fiance hoping he has got my message! not an excuse really is it? no i just couldn't be bothered! three nights of work! that's enough!
the whole of today has been like that! this morning i had no Internet so i just wasted the morning. but this assignment is not due in for another week so i have plenty of time!
today has been my Sabbath
But what i really need is motivation to do some work, hopefully tomorrow i can finish this assignment get it out of the way and have a weekend of fun! well not fun but anything other than sitting in front of laptop studying!
got fun factory toddler group tomorrow which is always enjoyable, hopefully should get some more mums and some interesting conversations but i just feel so out of depth, I'm not the average mum, what do i talk about? how much can i let in. i just hope i can break some barriers tomorrow and build some new friendships!!!
well "if grace is ocean were all sinking, heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss and my heart turns violently inside of my chest i dont have time to maintain this regret when i think about the way he loves us" - Kim Walker
i havent heard that song since last summer its amazing when you hear a song and you forget how much you loved a song!!!
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