Big Church day out....weekend and the rest of this week?

BIG CHURCH DAY OUT

So had a really busy couple of days!

Started by goinging up to Sidcup to see Matt and hang with some of his friends! then the next day we were of to big church day out in west sussex!

this is a big christian event were thousands of chrisitans come together to celebrate all thats good!

Hillsong were amazing they were the only ones i really saw but the music was eltric and the presence of god was immesnse! went backstage on the monday and was standing at the front! goodtimes!

My church was serving at the event so a few of us went to help. which ment free entry and free food good times!

even the sleep in the tent wasnt that bad! was a shattering but fun weekend!

followed by my last (hopefully) day at uni yesterday thinking about it is a little sad!

will miss christchurch as i have been there for two and a half years

Today saw fun factory toy clean up.... joy!

followed by Margate beach with Aston!

Margate has to be the tackest beach in Thanet! it just draws it to it! i felt a bit left out as i wasnt showing any flesh as there was a freezing eastly wind!

im sadly a person who only undresses when the wind is less than a breeze!

but anyway the rest of the week sees volenteering at church and weekend of sunny fun!

what to do!

assignment done...... so what next .....


back to wedding planning


oh dear no motavation


well intresting few days finshed the assignment deffently think that i am dyslexic which is most prob the case!

just wondering about my future whats in store? do i really want to know? no i dont i just lay my life before god!

oh well que sera sera what will be will be!

just wish that some doors would open up for me! i feel like there is no faith in me as a person?

ok so the show goes on!

so sitting in front of the laptop for the fifth night in a row asking my self why does Fiona have duoenanal ulcer? oh dear give it a rest? i enjoy it but it seems to be taking me ages! i not doing any work actually tonight .... might have been the wine and cider that have helped me to come to that conclusion!

anywy today saw a leaders workshop at my church global genaration church! this invloved getting deper into our egos and learning how t love others! it was good!


even better was taking Leanne out to Margate with no children! .... joy! sitting on the pier with a nice cool glass of rose in the sun! it was bliss!

hopefully tommorow i shall finish this work... with Matt.. oh dear im not so sure!


oh well i will get it done!

Very strange few days!

Well i lasted the netball but did fall oer around 20 times but it was a good laugh! but afterwards i did travel down to Minnis day in which i saw an amazing sun set. so its all good!

well did not had a very productive week as the doctor thinks i have depression which i think its total boo hockey! OK sorry doctor I'm a bit vague all i have come in with is a head ache complaint! lol! oh well .....

also got on the late bus to uni which i often describe as the pensioner express!!!

tonight i finally got round to making some wedding invitations with Frances, at long last haven't decided on anything just yet so don't get to excited!

have the dentist for the first time in two years tomorrow dreading it my teeth are awful! fore er falling out etc! I'm only 20... then a day in the office! then gym! then assignment only 500 words to go until i can say bye bye!... fulfilled day! ahead!

Gym eqauls messy hair have not learnt the techneque of coming out of the gym looking refreshed more like i hae been pulled through a hedge back wards!

Well if all else fails join the gym!

Today saw my first sesison at the gym! to tell you the truth i loved it would have spent all day there but its Friday and today is the day i volenteer at my church! i spent half an hour working out and watching TV and listening to music... i can see this taking up all my days off! but that half an hour i sweated like i never had before i was litrially soaked! then got in the changing rooms as elderly spin finished ... not a great sight!

something just dawned on me.. im actually getting married in 20 weeks tommoro! where has the time gone? its so excitng ! but its coming round so quick! still got so much to organise..!

Back to Path and Pharmocolgy essay it take sages just one answer, someone said they did it in a day i thought how its taken me three weeks to write 1200 words! oh joy! i have deceded im going to get another tattoo! im not sure where i basicaly would cover my body but the risk is i would hate them as soon as i got them! (like the ones i have now) when will someone create ink that lasts half a year! its that time you realise that you spent all that money and it was actally wasted as you may as well have just permently markered your self for a few weeks!

Fun factory and impulse buying!

Well im glad i finaly brought my bridesmaid dresses at the cost of £205 im rather chuffed! good old debenhams and sales!




So today sees the fun factory toddler group in which mums and their toddlers come along to! giid amount of mums which is great to see! the only issue was Aston he has been one monkey! just has been getting worse as the day gets long i though the behaviour got better as they got older?

joining netball next week should be a laugh with some of the fun factory mums! also joined the gym so i shall soon be tonned and fit again! ha! well hopefully!

popped inton debenhams and saw four lovely dresses all halfprice which is a complete result! just need to see what the bridesmaid look like in them! my sister kelly wasnt sure but she tried it on and i think it looked nice! its my other sister who hasnt worn a dress for five years! oh dear!


Back to personal development 2 tonight oh well!

library books = no motavation

i currently have sixteen books and access to the Internet yet still cant be bothered tonight? one night off is alright isn't it? well not really one night of this is the third! basically when i picked my son up from nursery today i stupidly left my phone there, which means no body can contact me so i have been scanning facebox all night waiting to hear from my fiance hoping he has got my message! not an excuse really is it? no i just couldn't be bothered! three nights of work! that's enough!

the whole of today has been like that! this morning i had no Internet so i just wasted the morning. but this assignment is not due in for another week so i have plenty of time!

today has been my Sabbath

But what i really need is motivation to do some work, hopefully tomorrow i can finish this assignment get it out of the way and have a weekend of fun! well not fun but anything other than sitting in front of laptop studying!

got fun factory toddler group tomorrow which is always enjoyable, hopefully should get some more mums and some interesting conversations but i just feel so out of depth, I'm not the average mum, what do i talk about? how much can i let in. i just hope i can break some barriers tomorrow and build some new friendships!!!

well "if grace is ocean were all sinking, heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss and my heart turns violently inside of my chest i dont have time to maintain this regret when i think about the way he loves us" - Kim Walker

i havent heard that song since last summer its amazing when you hear a song and you forget how much you loved a song!!!

a little bit about me!

Sitting in front of the laptop two assignments due in and what am i doing writting my first blog! oh well a night of achieveing nothing is allways good!

Anyway if your reading this and wondering what is this? or who this is!

Hi I'm Sara

yes I'm a crazy Christian!

I'm also training to be a nurse which all in all is mostly stressfull and very mucky but in the end i will have a career that will last a lifetime! no i do love it.... ok some days it takes me alot to get motivated but unless god brings something into my life that is from him then that's the plan for now!

I also have a Son Called Aston who is forever keeping me on my toes!

and i also have a wonderful fiancé Matt who i love dearly and thanks to god for bringing us together!getting married on the 2nd of October which is very exciting! just got plan the wedding now! joy!

Anyway i basically like typing which makes something like this use full!

i currently have two assignments at the moment one is on reflective practice in nursing it is basically me talking about my feelings then referencing it! the other one is rather exciting and im enjoying writting it! its basically set about three different patients and there diagnosis and you have to explain what they have and what medication they have to take! about time finally got an assignment i know i cant fail.

Currently drinking a glass of red wine out of a pink Tinkerbell glass which is rather studenty but i don't actually have any wine glasses! don't know where they have gone! maybe Matt has hidden them I'm not sure! but red wine always reminds me of communion which is a good thing as that represents Jesus blood! what a good thing more of a excuse for me anyway to drink red wine every night! no only joking!

this can just be added to another web account of my life except less people know about this therefore i can ramble as the only one to read it is me! rather like a public journal!

i do ramble ok thats enough i must get back to clinical reasoning for health care proffesionals.... actually i think i will stay on here!